May 21, 2013

You're My Mirror


Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallel on the other side


Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong


Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me


Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me 


You are you are the love of my life

Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are the love of my life
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do


I just love this song. I swear I've been listening to it for like 13287335656356 times. And I think you should too! And the MV is like really really gooood. Gawd I love him.
xx

May 15, 2013

201. Hi. I'm crazy.

200: My crush’s name is: HAHAHAHAHA 
199: I was born in: Medan
198: I am really: feeling SO EMOTIONAL right now.
197: My cellphone company is: Blackberry and ZTE for flexi
196: My eye color is: black.
195: My shoe size is: 36-38
194: My ring size is: idk
193: My height is: 160 sth 
192: I am allergic to: bullshit
191: My 1st car was: hot wheels.
190: My 1st job was: a student
189: Last book you read: City of Bones by Cassandra Clare
188: My bed is: my bed.
187: My pet: none
186: My best friend: cindy
185: My favorite shampoo is: for now, CLEAR
184: Xbox or ps3: um i'll pass
183: Piggy banks are: cute
182: In my pockets: nothin. 
181: On my calendar: i wrote birthdays and exams days
180: Marriage is: sacred
179: Spongebob can: make you laugh your ass off
178: My mom: is the best mom in the world
177: The last three songs I bought were? all suju's
176: Last YouTube video watched: suju's reality show
175: How many cousins do you have? 30 sth. like probably 32 or more.
174: Do you have any siblings? 2 sisters.
173: Are your parents divorced? no.
172: Are you taller than your mom? yes. even if I'm only 1 cm taller than she. :P
171: Do you play an instrument? guitar, a lil bit.
170: What did you do yesterday? just school and corpus.
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: yes
168: Luck: yes
167: Fate: yes
166: Yourself: I don't even know anymore
165: Aliens: probably :p
164: Heaven: yes
163: Hell: yes
162: God: um I'm a Buddhist so no. well, that's a long story. But I used to. hehehe
161: Horoscopes: yesyesyes :D
160: Soul mates: yes
159: Ghosts: yes
158: Gay Marriage: yes
157: War: no. war doesn't solve anything.
156: Orbs: uh?
155: Magic: yes
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs
153: Drunk or High: none
152: Phone or Online: online
151: Red heads or Black haired: black
150: Blondes or Brunettes: blondes
149: Hot or cold: medium ehehehehe
148: Summer or winter: summer
147: Autumn or Spring: spring
146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolates!
145: Night or Day: night. the best things always happen at night. yea, I believe that.
144: Oranges or Apples: apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: curly. I hate straight hair.
142: McDonalds or Burger King: burgerking
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Dark. hehehehe
140: Mac or PC: mac
139: Flip flops or high heals: flipflops. But depends on the situation and condition. HA
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: rich + smart + pretty. i know that doesn't count. :p
137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke
136: Hillary or Obama: Obama!
135: Burried or cremated: Cremated, I guess?
134: Singing or Dancing: both. as long as nobody's watching or listening. 
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel. But I also like coach. So both.
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ............
131: Small town or Big city: big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: wal-mart
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben!
128: Manicure or Pedicure: I don't usually do mani-pedi. So none.
127: East Coast or West Coast: East!
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: my birthday! oh gawd, I love birthdays.
125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolates
124: Disney or Six Flags: disney ofc
123: Yankees or Red Sox: Yankees. It's just ....... it's famous. :p
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: useless. absolutely useless.
121: George Bush: well idk
120: Gay Marriage: fair to the gays and lesbians out there
119: The presidential election: cool. Once I am 17, I'll get to vote. hehehe
118: Abortion: wuuuuuttttttt about no.
117: MySpace: gimme my                  space                     TEEHEE
116: Reality TV: okay, but I rarely watch
115: Parents: the love of my life even tho sometimes they make you want to bang your head to the wall. 
114: Back stabbers: HAHAHAHA i'll just watch my back.
113: Ebay: cool.
112: Facebook: cool also lah.
111: Work: to earn a living #ceileh
110: My Neighbors: I don't really talk to them...........
109: Gas Prices: increasing so fast.
108: Designer Clothes: hell to the yes.
107: College: new experience
106: Sports: too lazy to even walk I have to crawl. HAHAHA
105: My family: my home.
104: The future: scares me.
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: probably jecca like two days ago HAHAHA
102: Last time you ate: 5 hours ago. dinner.
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: um no idea.
100: Cried in front of someone: my sisters. after i had my damn haircut last year. -.-
99: Went to a movie theater: last Thursday with ayot and dro
98: Took a vacation: last September
97: Swam in a pool: like 9999999 years ago.
96: Changed a diaper: my past life.
95: Got my nails done: yesterday
94: Went to a wedding: my cousin's last month i guess.
93: Broke a bone: HAHAHAHA nevah.
92: Got a piercing: ear. last year.
91: Broke the law: oI'm a good citizen because I never broke the law. And even if I did, I never got caught :p
90: Texted: half an hour ago. Whatsapp hendro.
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: hendro, belle, cs, inzie, jessy. My laugh stock. I love them. <3
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bed...............
87: The last movie I saw: Cinta Brontosaurus huahahahahahahahhahaah
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: holiday! and vacation!
85: The thing I'm not looking forward to: exam next week!
84: People call me: alvina, vina, pina, al, AL, pui, puina, tarzan, vin, darling(jessica errrrr)
83: The most difficult thing to do is: deal with everything when you're depressed
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no. no speeding ticket.
81: My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius 
80: The first person i talked to today was: my mom. She asked me if I was awake.
79: First time you had a crush: primary five. 10 years old i guess. HAHAHA.
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: cindy. Like literally. Even the things I want to hide from myself or the things I'm too afraid to admit, I will still end up telling her. 
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: um forgot
76: Right now I am talking to: the moon. or probably myself.
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I have no idea
74: I have/will get a job: yes i will.
73: Tomorrow: will be a tiring day.
72: Today: is also tiring. HAHAHA. As if 7 hours of school aren't enough, I still have to go to tuition for another two and half hours. pfft
71: Next Summer: lose weight, do more sit-ups, make my life-and-death decision.
70: Next Weekend: will also be tiring. 
69: I have these pets: no pets. 
68: The worst sound in the world: machine's sound
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: myself.
66: People that make you happy: my classmates. :)
65: Last time I cried: I thought I alrdy answered this above.
64: My friends are: my second family. :)
63: My computer is: very useful.
62: My School: sucks.
61: My Car: are my legs.
60: I lose all respect for people who: acts and talks and does things like a ngaungau (inside jokes :p) HAHAHA
59: The movie I cried at was: the last one was Werewolf Boy. I cried like a water tap.
58: Your hair color is: black.
57: TV shows you watch: Vampire diaries, glee, gossip girl, pretty little liars.
56: Favorite web site: twitter!
55: Your dream vacation: France
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: everything is painful.
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium
52: My room is: my comfort zone.
51: My favorite celebrity is: Josh Hutcherson u,u
50: Where would you like to be: in my own mind. or anywhere.
49: Do you want children: yes. 
48: Ever been in love: well, who hasn't.
47: Who’s your best friend: cindyyyyy~
46: More guy friends or girl friends: both. hehehehe
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: achievements :) 
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my uncle.
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no, but i have a one-day plan. It's called survive-school-and-go-back-home.
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: I um planned to. But haven't writen anything.
41: Have you pre-named your children: HAHAHAHA the first letter should be R as cindy and I have discussed !
40: Last person I got mad at: myself. or physics. or nyself because physucks.
39: I would like to move to: Manhattan.
38: I wish I was a professional: at everything.
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: aw i like all kinds of sweets except ginger and corn. ew they're disgusting.
36: Vehicle: becak HAHAHAHHA no lar, car.
35: President: GO SBY GO GO GO
34: State visited: um my state of mind.
33: Cellphone provider: xl and flexi
32: Athlete: none
31: Actor: JOSH UTCHERSON O M G
30: Actress:  idk probably Jennifer Lawrence 
29: Singer: a lot. Tswift, Demi Lovato, Jason Derulo, Justin Bieber, Katy Perry, Owl City, Travis Garland, Maddi Jane, and so many moreeeeee.
28: Band: um right now, I love Glee Cast, if that's a band. if not, then um The Script! And OH, I almost forget, Maroon 5! And then there's also The Pretty Reckless. <3<3<3
27: Clothing store: no certain store. But for online clothing store, chicwish' collections are pretty.
26: Grocery store: Yuki. It's the closest my my house.
25: TV show: Running Man!
24: Movie: my all time favorite Journye to the Center of The Earth!
23: Website: twitter
22: Animal: kittens :3 and virtual monkeys and virtual dinosaurs.
21: Theme park: um Mikie Holiday (?) I can't think of any other parks because all my seniors and juniors seem to go to Brastagi with their whole classmates. errrrrrrrrrrr
20: Holiday: Hongkong.
19: Sport to watch: none
18: Sport to play: HAHAHAHAHA none. Imma fat lady.
17: Magazine: GoGirl
16: Book: Dealova by Dyan Nuranindya. I cried like a baby every time I read the book.
15: Day of the week: friday
14: Beach: I hate beaches.
13: Concert attended: um none hehehe
12: Thing to cook: nothing.
11: Food: nothing. Because I can't cook.
10: Restaurant: Njo Nja they have the best tempe bacem in the whole world!
9: Radio station: 104.6 star.fm Medan.
8: Yankee candle scent: tsk
7: Perfume: this is sad but I don't use perfumes. Maybe someday I will, but not now. Probably like next year or next life. HAHAHA
6: Flower: roses.
5: Color: yellow, white, black, red.
4: Talk show host: don't really watch any talk show.
3: Comedian: Raditya Dika ftw!
2: Dog breed: ummmm chihuahua
1: did you answer all these honesty? HEHEHEHE not really. hehehehe

I'm The One Who Wants To Love You More

It's been like what? half year? And I just can't. I still can't. But anyway, happy birthday! I love you. :')


Feeling so emotional. I mean, SO EMOTIONAL.

May 14, 2013

Hi

Have you ever felt like so depressed and there are just sooooo many things to do and twenty four hours aren't enough? Yes. That's what I feel too. Kbye.