Oh My

Heylo...

You know what.. I thought that today will be good. But then the bus driver ruined my whole day. It's like seriously? He's mad at me because I slammed his car's door? What about me? He came to my house at 12.30 and still going here and there while I had my class at 12.45. I was pissed off not only because of this. I fell down. You know what? I FELL DOWN. It's embarrassing. Err.. It is so damn hurt. And now I gotta sleep.

Bye.

PISSED OFF

I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. OH YEA. I ALWAYS AM.

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Your Birthday

Helloooo..

Just got home from corpus. Quite fun. Hahaha..

So, today is thea and amanda's birthday. So, here's a little note for them..

Dear Thea and Amanda,
you guys have been so good to me. Be my friends. Listen to how hard my life is. Be there when I need you. So, today is the day you've been waiting. Happy birthday dear! I hope the two of you get everything you wish and you want. Remember, we will always be friend. :)
Love,
Vinaa


I am still pissed off though. Because of that thing. Still don't get it why people should be so selfish. And one thing that I regret the most, is that I think I have also turned into someone like them.


Okay then. I gotta go to school.
Adios.
Till tonight. :)
xx,
A~

Out Of My Head

Hey yeaa..

I am so pissed off right now. Call me sensitive or whatsoever but yeah, thinking today is a good day can ruin your whole day. This morning, for the first time in a long time, I feel alive. Then continue to the school. I just realized one thing. The people in that class is just talking about shit. There is no such as a true friendship there.

Christy went home earlier yesterday. I don't know what happened to her till this afternoon. My math's teacher asked her what happened to her hands. She said that somebody had poured the acid or whatsoever - I don't really know because we rarely talk. This is what I'm talking about. When somebody gets hurt, the others don't even care about him or her. I hate that class so damn much..

So, it's raining again. I hate rain. I really do. :/

It's Thea's birthday tomorrow. :D

Ciao..

xx,

A~

Plain White T's - Rhythm Of Love

My head is stuck in the clouds

She begs me to come down

Says, "Boy, quit foolin' around"

I told her, "I love the view from up here

Warm sun and wind in my ear

We'll watch the world from above 

As it turns to the rhythm of love"

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun, you're mine, all mine

Play the music low

And sway to the rhythm of love

Well, my heart beats like a drum

Guitar string to the strum

A beautiful song to be sung

She's got blue eyes, deep like the sea

That roll back when she's laughin' at me

She rises up like the tide

The moment her lips meet mine

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun, you're mine, all mine

Play the music low

And sway to the rhythm of love

When the moon is low

We can dance in slow motion

And all your tears will subside

All your tears will dry

And long after I've gone,

You'll still be humming along

And I will keep you in my mind

The way to make love so fine

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun, you're mine, all mine

Play the music low

And sway to the rhythm of love

Play the music low

And sway to the rhythm of love

Yeah, sway to the rhythm of love

My Own Way

Good morningggg..

Wake up today, feeling like life couldn't be better than now. I wake up 9.30 then starting to online. Haha. My usual habit eh? Okay, so I'm not talking about prom night anymore, all right? I know you are boring with all of my shit. Let's see this. I found it at Wiwin's blog. So:


Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 - A picture of something you’d love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most weird things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of a memorable night
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture and a letter
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss




Oh well.. I'll start it later. See ya. I'm going to school now.
Ciao.
Hugs and kisses,
alvinaa

Tonight

Hello..

See the pictures below after this post?? It is almost the same as what I'm gonna wear to prom. Buttttt it is not the dress I want. I have asked a few people and they said that it is not suitable for the prom night. So I'm going to persuade my mom to buy one new dress for me. Please buy a new one for me Mooommmmm...

And hey today is so hot, you know. I was like burning in the class. I hate today. Everybody seems to be so brainless. May God blesses them. o:)

This are some suggestions from Wiwin:

Actually I prefer the last oneor the second one. I am begging mom to buy me dresses like these. Let's hope for good.

Gotta go now.

Bye peoples.

xx,

alvinaa

Glowing Inside

Hello fellows..

I am looking forward to THIS:

Doesn't mean that I am craving or whatsoever but yea, I am planning to wear a dress which is similar to this dress to the prom.

Good night..

Till then.

xx,

alvinaa

Top Of The World

Hey.. How's your Sunday? :)

Just got home from Corpus. Had my article test.. Errr.. So confusing.

Soooo, guess what?? I'm going to the prom. Yes, the prom but not the one that is held on May. Okay, I'm being so tacky. Cindy said that it is held by her friends and she asked me whether I wanted to go with her. Of course I want to. But I haven't had the proper dress yet. I am persuading Mom to buy a new one for me. But she told me just to wear the simple one. Err.. Still thinking..

I gotta get going.

Bye..

xoxo,

alvinaa

Bruno Mars - Grenade

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live

Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give

Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me till I'm numb

Tell the devil I said hey when you get back to where you're from

Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah

You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire

Oh, you'd watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar

Cause you never ever ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight to my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same

You wouldn't do the same

Oh, you never do the same

Oh, no, no, no..

House Of Balloons

Twelve ways to win a girl's heart:

• Hug her from behind.
• Grab her hand when you walk next to her.
• When you are standing together, wrap her arms round her.
• When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
• Brush her hair out of her eyes.
• Cuddle her.
• Praise her.
• Write her little notes.
• Say 'I Love You' to her and mean it.
• Comfort her when she is sad.
• Don't force her to do ANYTHING!
• Love her with all your heart.

Prom Night

Hello folks..

Have just watched The Tourist just now. It's fuckin awesome man.. Winston lent it to me. Nyehehehe.. I am waiting for Vampire Diaries though.I want it so badly. You can say I'm craving for it since last week. I just haven't got the chances to go to DVD store yet. I'm gonna buy Avalon High and Vampire Diaries once I get to that store. Can't wait.. :x Well, I had my craft class this morning. We are making dolls from bottles. I haven't finished it though. Hmm.. Never mind about that. x_x

Oh yes, there is a prom party. I am thinking of going there with Cindy. I might go. Hmm.. I am thinking what if I am left out at that party. I wouldn't want that. But I want to be part of the party. So it's kinda confusing.. Still thinking about it.

Btw, I am kind of sleepy today. Gotta sleep earlier tonight.
Buonanotte.
xoxo,
alvinaa

Rhythm Of Love

Hello readers.

I had a pleasant day today. Okay, it's not that great but seriously, I feel better today. Don't know why. Hmm.. I had my religion test just now. It's easy. Really easy. I just studied for 5 minutes yesterday. So nothing is bad.

Okay, I know that my blog is lame but I opened some blogs and found this. Maybe you can try it too. :)

TEN things about yourself:

• I bite my nail whenever I am nervous.
• I don't wish anybody to hate me. But everybody does. *sigh*
• I wash my hair everyday. - Okay, I know it's not important but I really love my hair. And I really dislike it when my hair look like a sea of oil. x_x
• Always feel like I am left out in my current effing school since I was in the 7 grade.
• Am tired of my life. Hmphh..
• Still don't know what I am going to be. 
• I believe that God has planned something well for me in my life.
• I rarely pray. - Yes, I know. I am really bad.
• Wondering what to do if I had a Doraemon's pocket.
• Still don't know what I should type for the confession. - I mean the below one.

NINE of your favourite songs:

• Taylor Swift - Better Than Revenge
• Katy Perry - Hummingbird Heartbeat
• Justin Bieber - Pray
• Adam Young - Enchanted (Cover Taylor Swift)
• Nick Jonas - Introducing Me
• Travis Garland - Fuckin Perfect
• Demi Lovato - La La Land
• He Is We - I Wouldn't Mind
• Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

EIGHT things you love/like:

• Chocolates
• Spend my time on internet
• Hang out somewhere with friends
• Accessories - especially bangles and necklaces
• Teddy Bear
• Reading novels
• Taylor Swift - I am a huge fans
• Yoghurt.

SEVEN people you're glad to have in your life:

• Mom
• Dad
• Two lil' sis
• People who cares about me
• Bestie
• Brother
• Ex-bestfriends? lol I don't know

SIX things you dislike:

• Smoking person
• People who talk without thinking
• Rain!!
• Drawing - Really
• Wearing long jeans
• School!!!

FIVE things you wish you could say to five different people right now:

• Don't hate me. I don't hate you.
• Be my friends. I don't bite.
• I envy you.
• Shut your effing mouth up!
• Use your brain if you wanna say bad things about me!

FOUR ways to win your heart:

• Don't make me feel invisible.
• Accept me for whatever I am or whatever I do.
• Sweet smiles :)
• Sweet surprises

THREE things you'll most likely never forget:

• The person who offend me and their words of offend. Even if it's my own parents.
• Stupid mistakes that I did and do.
• The person who has ever taken aprt in my life.

TWO things you do everyday:

• Eating
• Breathing

ONE confession:

• I only have one best best friend in this world and I don't wanna lose her. Don't go away, will you? :)

Hmm.. Okay then..

Good night.

Sleep tight.

xx,

alvinaa

Candles

Hello peeps..

I guess everybody is posting today and yes, absolutely, I will do the same thing.

I had a debate just now. The topic was about what if the military rule were applied in the school so that teh students there can be discipline. Well, I am not the resource person. I am the participant. So I was like going to interrupt when the resource person had run out of idea. I interrupted twice. Seriously, I was like going to be dead when I raised my hand. x_x

So, there were two groups. Pros and cons. I was in the cons group. We are the one who oppose it. I don't know. Erghh. Embarrassing. Don't talk about it anymore. :s

Gotta go now.
Bye,
xoxo,
alvinaa

Devils Got A Hold

Good morning fellows.. :) I woke up today earlier than usual Wednesday. I don't know why but I guess today will be a good day. Let's wish.. :)

Hmm.. This is it. Cindy asked me to guess hers then she will guess mine too. But I have just remembered about that. So, here:

"Write 20 things about 20 people! Make sure to number 1-20. After you're done, tag each of the people you wrote about (NOT IN NUMBER ORDER) and see if they can guess which number is theirs! Only tell them if you want to, but you don't have to. And if you get tagged, make sure you write one about the person who tagged you AND add on 19 more people! It's fun! Give it a try! If you can't come up with 20 people, then just do as many as you can! "

1. My super duper best friend. I have known her since I was born. Haha. We often do something together. Like hang out somewhere or maybe bake something delicious. I love her.. :* p.s. I am not that cute lol
2. The busy body. He really loves to interfere my business. I know he cares but sometimes it's kinda disturbing.
3. My table mate. Always helps me. Thanks ;)
4. My classmate. She usually tells me her problems. Be strong girl! :)
5. Schoolmate. She is addicted to movies. Just like me. :D
6. I have known her since we were in kindergarten. Only finds me whenever she needs me. The bitchy girl. Fake friend.
7. My online friend. He is such a good listener. I miss him. :)
8. My lovely smart kind brother. ;)
9. My fake best friend. I mean she only sticks with no.10. They don't care about me.
10. My fake best friend too. Is in a relationship with no.11.
11. My fake best friend's boyfriend. He is cute. lol Sometimes, he can be brainless. :x
12. The one that always says 'I don't know' sarcastically. Dora's hair. lol
13. Ex-best friend. Actually I don't want to call them like that. But then yea they only call me when they need me. So, not anymore. She is one of the twin.
14. Ex-best friend. We used to be in the same class. It's 2 years ago. Hmm. :/
15. Ex-best friend. Is in a relationship with EDRIC TANDAR.
16. Still is my friend. She is funny. Has moved to another school. We can hardly meet. I miss her. :')
17. My online friend. Ohmygodness. You have no idea of how much I miss him right now. He has married. It's funny how we first met. :)
18. That girl. She hates me. I don't. Is also called as MENCONGGG lol
19. Another busy body. Always asks about something unimportant.
20. And the last but not least, the bitchy super annoying girl. She hates me too. She has a pair of big legs. lol

I miss how everything went on 2 years ago. Hmm..

Hm.. Done.

Gotta go now.

Bye.

xoxo,

alvinaa

Lost In You

I'm back.. :D

Hm.. How are you doing guys? :D I am still good. I mean good as in bad. Hm.. Never mind about that. x_x

I actually am not telling you this but I just wish ... Okay, I miss everything. I miss how I used to smile in a weird way when he texted me. I miss how I used to text him at night. I miss how he used to say good night to me. I miss everything. But does he deserve it? Does he feel the same way? The answer is no. So, I think I should I NEED TO move on. I should change everything in my life. Even though I might get hurt. Even though that makes me as the most pathetic person in the world. Even though I might lose him..

Hm.. It's been a while since the last time he said those sweet words to me. I know, I know. I am stupid, wishing on such a stupid thing. Hm.. I need to change everything, don't I?

Bonne nuit. Au revoir. 

xx,

alvinaa

Hopes And Dreams

Hello..

Hm.. I guess just a short post. What I'm thinking right now. I have just read some blogs. They are talking about being grateful. Wondering if I can be grateful. Seriously, I don't have anything to be grateful now. Okay, I'm being too lame. Maybe there are a lot of people who cares about me, who loves me for who I am. But then again I guess there are a lot more who hates me for everything I have done. Even my friends at school. Okay, they are not my friends. :/

But I think maybe I can try to be grateful. Hm.. It's actually a different cases for me. They can be grateful because they have everything. You can be grateful. That's it. But still you always envy others who seems to have everything. Everything you don't have. That makes me really pathetic. :\

Gotta have my dinner now.
Come back later.
Promise. :D
xoxo,
alvinaa

Young, Wild And Free

Hey ho..

I am seriously gloomy today. For the whole day I was like really not in mood. I just realized one thing: I HATE MONDAY! Ergh..

School was still good. I don't have monthly tests anymore because the school won't have time for them. They are focusing on the 9 grader National tests. But we will have tons of things to study for the semester tests. Hmm. Lame. :/

I am thinking of moving to the other classes. I always feel like I am left out in that damn shitty class. Seriously. That class is really ... I don't know. I feel like nobody cares. They come to school just for, you know, popularity or whatsoever. They don't have these solidaity thingy. I just wish I have a better class. But this is my fate. Maybe God has plans something for me. Hm..

I gotta do my art's homework now.

Ciao..

xoxo,

alvinaa

I'm Into You

Hm.. Hi..

I went to Ondo with Cindy's family and Jescelyn's mom to eat something like roasted pig or whatever it is. Then we continued to Sun. I spent much. Hm.. I bought some gifts for Adika because this Saturday is her birthday. I also bought the same necklace and bracelet with Cindy. :D

I don't know why but I feel a little gloomy today. I can't smile. I can't laugh like I always do. I have no idea of what had happened to me. Maybe because of today's Monday? I happened to love Monday. But today I feel the other way of it.

Yes, I went to Corpus just now. I read about that Christopher Reeve. I wonder if he is Liam's father. No, of course not. Just a silly thought. I miss Wayne and Liam by the way. Hm.. Let's see if he activate his facebook account again.

Hm.. Gotta go now. Bye :)
xx,
alvinaa

Invading My Mind

Random thing about me.

I am ugly. I am fat.

I have troubles with my eyes.

I have a big nose. I have a big mouth.

I get so many pimples. My hair branches off.

I have so many scars. I bite my fingers.

Everybody hates me. I don't like socializing.

I can't draw. I can't sew.

I am stupid. I can't memorize well.

I have one super duper great bestie. <3
I am sensitive. I don't like being hated.
I don't hate others. I love no one.
I have two sisters. They are twin.
I love my mom and my dad.
I like to eat. Ice cream and chocolates.
I love milk. Especially chocolate. Or plain is also okay.
I love baking something with Cindy. I love the togetherness.
I like doing homework with my table mate. She always helps me.
I hate it when I'm with somebody but that somebody ignores me.
I don't like silence. But sometimes I need it.
I don't know what I'm going to be.
I don't think about my future now.
I am still a kid. I am not mature.
I can give you great suggestion. But I'm a duck to my own problems.
There's so many fake friends at school. I dislike them.
I envy others beauty. I want to be anybody but me.
I am a big spender. I always buy everything I want.
I have facebook, twitter, formspring, blogger, plurk, flickr and tumblr.
I wash my hair everyday. I want a long wavy curly hair.
I want to study overseas with Cindy.
My parents hardly understand me.
I just want to enjoy my school. But nobody seems to understand that.
 My dad smokes. I hate smoking people.
I love Spongebob. I don't know why.
I like to watch movies. I love to read novels.
I like romantic comedy genres. I dislike action genres.
I like music. But I can hardly sing. My sound is weird.
I think Taylor Swift, Justin Bieber, Demi Lovato and Katy Perry are great.
I have so many novels. I hate lending them to my friends.
I want a super duper big closet complete with dresses, tops, trousers, shorts, shoes and accessories.
Life is tough.
Hmm.

xoxo,

alvinaa

Sure Thing

Hello peeps!

School starts tomorrow. Won't be free as much as before because I am having my daily tests. x_x Oh yess. I watched My Sister's Keeper just now. It is really cool. Cameron Diaz is great. I cried for several times. I am so sensitive. Haha.

Hey by the way, give me some questions at HERE. Thanks :D

Happy White Day everyone. <3
xoxo,
alvinaa

p.s. Thank's for the chocolate by the way. ;)

On The Floor

Hey guyssssss... It's been so long since the last time I really posted something here. So how are you guys doing? Great? Don't ask about me. I am surely not in a good mood. As always. So, I guess I'm gonna post a lot this time.


Okay, so actually I am having  my holiday right now due to the national tests for the 8 grader. One week. Teheheheh.. But time flows so fast. My holiday has almost ended. Ahh. And I have to deal with my daily tests again. Oh yea, my monthly tests score. It is so bad. Here is the score:

Mathematics         79,1
Physics                 91,67
Bahasa Indonesia  100
English                  92,5
Mandarin              100
Economy               97,5
Biology                  90
 

In normal condition, it is not bad. But I guess this time's tests are kind of easy (for the others. It is difficult for me) and it seems that everybody gets a satisfying score but me. Arghh.. I am so stupid. x_x

About my holiday, there's not much to tell. I don't go anywhere except tuition. It's lame. Really lame. But I did go to the beach last Saturday. With Wennesa and her family. Not nice. I hate the beach there. So dirty. And there is so many mosquitoes. Ohgod. I will never go to the beach again. 

Well, actually there is a problem. Maybe I'll post it tonight. Still don't know.

 

This baby is cute, don't you think? ;) 

 

Well, till the next post. Hehehe..
xx,
alvinaa 

Bring It

Hello peepss!!

I miss blogger so much. Bzzz. Goddamit! I can't post more tonight. My dad is going to download that file thingy. I hate that! -__-

Have a good night everyone :)

xx,
alvinaa